Well hardly anyone knows about this blog...even less people know it exists anymore...so i guess what better time than for me to just reopen this.
Kinda stopped because i had to constantly walk around eggshells when blogging. Won't be a problem anymore i think.
To my friends out there, thanks for everything and being in my life..i really do miss you guys(:
To you, i'll miss you even more.
it took me ages and a god given patience before it came, i pray God grants me the strength to go through this ordeal now. I'm honestly lost every morning when i wake up and confused every night before i sleep. God i know you're listening but please speak to me and help me grow. I've made so many mistakes that i want to redo.
I will be a better guy and a better head. just really really need someone or something now. God, bring me through this time.
Amen.
