Day 5, 1/8 done 7/8 to go..haha
well its been ok i guess. Everyday isnt as mind blowing as every other day...
Today was about tests and trusts..2 things that i guess are really important to my life and things that im not exactly the best at too.
I realise that God will always test you and certain obvious examples are major changes, delayed promies, impossible problems, unanswered prayers, undeserved criticism, senseless tragedies. A lot of them sound all too familiar and i dont know if he meant for me to fail...i dont think so..but i guess he was giving me huge test..fail or pass, there is always something to learn from it..i just hope that what i gained helps me to get back what i lost..
hai...i dunno...i still ache everyday...appetites returning..but nothing like what i used to be..xinyi says my spark is gone..i guess i feel it too...it died awhile back..hai..just want it back..
Anyway 1 corinthians 10:13 " God keeps his promise, and he will not allow you to be tested beyond your power to remain firm; at the time you are put to the test, he will give you the strength to endure it, and so provide you with a way out."
I guess i did have my exits marked out..i just fell weak and chose the wrong choice..hai.. anw i guess i now have a bit of a time out to learn from my mistakes..grow i guess...
Anyway in other news...God who knew Hello Stranger was a Thai show??ahahah i kept thinking it was an american movie until i saw afew minutes of some Thai movie playing..i thought it was just a trailer..until it continued and cotinued..i swear that was like the first joke of the movie accroding to Gen..ahah well im dead tired..tmr i have class, hope i go through tmr well...theres Xseed election info session tmr..i really wanna get in..hope i do the right stuffs!(:
See you on the flipside.
