Day 5: "What is one thing i should stop doing & one thing i should start doing today?"
Being so close to the New Year, i guess its the perfect time to think about it..
I guess i need to stop being late..ive tried so many times but i always fail. I have NO clue why its so hard but i need to find a way to stop.
I wanan get closer to God too i guess...the past year has been really shitty and i cant take another year like that..ive made so many mistakes in the year that it seems too coincidental for it to happen all at one shot..i guess its either god trying to squeeze me or Murphy's law holds true, "When it rains, it pours."
Finally i need to start studying..i've been having a bad rep i think..not as bad as others but i really do study when the time comes..i do my work when needed..sure..im not the top but this year i sure as well wanna try for it...I know ive made some work related boo boos and if my friends hold me to that, i know its my fault..i just pray that my rep stays clean in my friends and peers eyes... argh...god anyone who sees otherwise...shouldnt be my friend..well i gotta go pull shaun too...
if i can achieve these 3 things...i think i'll be really happy with my year...i really want to be a better person...a better head...i know i have this.
Well tomorrows day 1 of school..day 5 of my 40-day trek...better go to bed...pray my consti goes well...God if your there, call me insecure but please give me a sign everyday of my life..that i may know you and feel you.
Amen.
